等到我们参加完几场拍卖会，哈尔跟乔纳森都买下不少东西之後离开，我自己回到森林里面的家之後，就收到曼拉希尔的贵族试图在崁拉姆村动粗的消息。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>vuWgFfrVJ6Nk1zXM3djCOKyaxmQt90UlGATRi</blockquote>
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跟YAnyAn城的贵族b起来，曼拉希尔的贵族动作其实很快啊？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>gHMm7kIWjhrsnwEyUVoiDbONAqcC4pdB5xPeJ3YS</blockquote>
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在离开那边之前，为了让托尔能够做好自己身为村长的工作，我也交给他三只魔像做帮忙用，那三只魔像还是特别加有攻击与防御能力的魔像，足够应付大范围魔法攻击。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>qI2WHfStCvFpyMAn7J0VjQkc6YX8gdbmZ3wz5euR</blockquote>
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这一次回到家，我连孩子们都没见到，就收到自律魔像的通知，不知道是村长不想让我知道，还是他已经吓坏了所以忘记要通知我，这个还得好好调查。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>VMPS9WCauHit34UcDZmpqEdXk1YFNj5gf</blockquote>
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既然贵族已经出手了，那我就不能把这件事放在一边，直接把自己传送回房间里，中间没有遇上阿曼达和孩子们，这才接着使用魔法与魔像联系。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>tohD6yuBOiJIzUX7p8SGw4nHcL9bmRMYZQjfKNdT</blockquote>
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把贵族的攻击原因从头到尾对我说明。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>ub50BL9X6DSFKAtGhYvkigy1pwsoPedW3cqxlJTf</blockquote>
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坐在房间的椅子上，我放松自己听取魔像的报告。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>1a8F2oxh3Y4u6EqwzTg5UtKdWBkDLsZMerlbQS</blockquote>
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事情的发生非常简单，男爵的手下来到村子里想要继续讨论村子的开发，却没想到马拉其已经失去地位，无法再做出任何主张。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>JyKeVZRkSLIi6cD7aClBMTEgA8n2O91du0mwjQH3</blockquote>
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不过那些人并不把这种小事当成一回事，毕竟马拉其这个人对贵族而言根本可有可无，他们只要把新的掌权者找到，就可以继续原先的建设。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>94L1YESTXy0zD5HNtixGaQu3lFVjvWCw7s8Bg6n2</blockquote>
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结果他们面对的是托尔坚定的拒绝，贵族家的人不只贵族本身高傲，就连他们的手下也非常高傲，区区一个小村长居然敢拒绝他，Siy脾气一下子就上来了，叫来打手马上就出手攻击。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>K2wMhoGILzFHeJm4tCrdbEZWqQ3cijO1x80PYRVD</blockquote>
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居然连忍耐到让托尔把徽章亮出来的耐X都没有，曼拉希尔的贵族们，脾气很差啊。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>PH8LWfaXIZnu4z5qywToGY29F7hjsgJxelmDtCQk</blockquote>
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然後他们的打手攻击了几次，发现完全无法伤害托尔，还气急败坏地命令打手法师施法，想要把村长家整栋给毁了，直到自律魔像出手阻止之後，才真正知道要害怕。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>8n2ygrESLYz4xfmqkTv1PCuW9wDdHsiXbJUZANGB</blockquote>
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……不是我要说，欸、你们这些贵族手下，是不是真的有一点蠢啊？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>DyzxWYmjrpCfebKQRLJdVi2F9Th3EnPGU4kwX7tg</blockquote>
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平时完全不敢反抗你们的平民突然义正严词地拒绝你们的要求，难道就不会觉得奇怪吗？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>a9zcfHw40hCMpI7OXRK1q5SjQyGLANYEJueFrPZW</blockquote>
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就算觉得火气很大好了，攻击几次之後发现完全不管用，就不会感觉到不对劲吗？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>xSG480ba6um1JZP2DFejVCfoW3qAhgOQ9tr</blockquote>
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居然还气急败坏到命令法师使用范围魔法攻击，要是我还留在那个地方，你们就真的吃屎了知不知道啊？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>QuI9H1poxJrPCAiUYLc7kezFtfj2ElMS05RqBOhw</blockquote>
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最後竟然还是被魔像制伏之後，托尔才有机会亮出我给他的徽章，这些贵族的手下才知道麻烦大了，然後开始请求托尔希望与我会面，打算向我赔罪，我猜应该还有想和我打好关系的意图吧。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>QdtDwL5Y8FU4iOIkVMHlPznyBhAagRGcXqmx6jZf</blockquote>
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好吧，也许现在我还不需要自作主张，等到托尔联系我的时候，他会把整件事处理透彻之後才向我报告，那麽就不用急了。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>38giLWylJZNYXEa70wmtdrMcPfuORHsBV2IzbCUv</blockquote>
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我吩咐魔像继续观察托尔的所作所为，并且要求它不用打草惊蛇，便结束了这一次的联系。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>mMQ50oYAyfsJlUGwq7R8nakEHxhbtrPujB2ZVTvF</blockquote>
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接着，我前往阿曼达的房门前，轻敲那面门板。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>GclT0RXt3kqA4Mus92NznLEh17ybvdHiVCOFBeZP</blockquote>
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「阿曼达，是我，你现在方便吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>lWiuIskm9EYfSR1Cvc5zU0tHrQwyBMLgPq72XKjh</blockquote>
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这麽问完之後，她的房门便迅速被安置在她房间的魔像打开，让我愣了一下。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>AF1KoukgCZz5Q8pWL3GdUwNSs97DjXPh4my0rT</blockquote>
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「请进吧。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>dN1mwLTJ9MU6qK8konybapOlfZYIz3jHs7eSCrEi</blockquote>
在里头的阿曼达这麽说道。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>cVd3ju6qvXkMgRy8G9ab5mHz47SrnLNZ2TwhQCBx</blockquote>
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看着正坐在梳妆台前面的孕妇，感觉已经把这里完全当自己的家了，真是适应力良好啊。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>tKhVXaZM6jwPupDBGcef45EgN1LS2Jsq</blockquote>
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「看来我就不用问你在这里住得怎麽样了？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>mjplwU5ZKo4n6WyrSPY83J1kvHRDNVhsfcgOIBdu</blockquote>
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走进房间，我看见她从图书馆里面带了不少书来房间，大部分都是和药草有关，虽然说应该是理所当然，不过我b较好奇，那些书里面有多少是她能够理解的知识。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>xoJ0KBr4HdFQsDPpgk9Tf8hSG3ZjvwXEtL7qNVuR</blockquote>
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「嗯……如果你想要表达对我的关心，那麽还是问一下b较好。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>6Da5V1WwTEqbeF9I3yx4JYgLhlXGZciBt7KRdAHp</blockquote>
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转头看向对我说话的她，我这才发现梳妆台上还有一本b较基础的草药介绍，果然啊，书籍里面的说明不从最基础的地方看，是没办法理解的。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>9egzSdNFh50VaJvn4BbYA1Oc7XoGUZCj2yLqPRfr</blockquote>
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「不如我这样问好了，外头庭院的温室不全是种草药的，但如果你有需要，地下室还有另一间专门种草药的温室，明天想去看看吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>4X7bmZc8QMELlsNpO5nrCVBRIJ6F2SDGWi1qhzgd</blockquote>
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孕妇原本惬意的神情变了，她一下子从悠闲的妇人变成一个对知识充满yu求的药草师，那对紫红sE的双眼熠熠生辉，看得我心生胆怯，那光芒太强烈了，我承受不起。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>T031gGJH5vAPl8BrfsLyNSnMkqzEuCZoWRKiIdOb</blockquote>
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「你会带我去看吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>oD2ZbGg3RWf8I6N5CEKLQcyOFldqXMke9m1UspuV</blockquote>
突然听到阿曼达的声音让我愣了一下，这才想起她话中的意思。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>WThLSz7lGvVsiPEau3DnpbAMJ0UQYqy1kj9</blockquote>
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「我，没办法，这几天有重要的事情得做，让魔像跟着你，有什麽想学的……」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>CzgjWfPiUVkLr507MloGtYvyDJpFQE9aqc14OTBe</blockquote>
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「你要做什麽事？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>BofDCIjgYrKadywQWA23vRHbXO19uGJszP4TcmMh</blockquote>
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咦？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>OPeJf697k5GMYzus84QijEaSxhAwHoVpNK2</blockquote>
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阿曼达突然的问题又让我愣了一下，看到我疑惑的表情，这个孕妇的神情又改变了，似乎她已经知道我心底藏着什麽，感觉她随时都能够洞察到我周遭发生了什麽事一样。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>AHRYUo7tzxOLTkpcWsBe2KNFIChdVbfmngS40rZy</blockquote>
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「你要做的事情，和贵族有关吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>H5oq8jyOTU4nWlExcLDPFGANeQkifKS0vB9YmCbr</blockquote>
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为什麽要突然这样问……啊啊……她想要分摊我的事物吗？虽然有人可以帮忙我是真的很感谢你……但是，这种事很危险的说，我都不敢让孩子们接触太多了，阿曼达就还是不要了吧……<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>WlYuARC6eHvJcbVjrfEp1i5BKqXGSQwoD3M4P0Ty</blockquote>
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不过我隐约觉得，她应该不是那种我拒绝了，就会乾脆罢手的人。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>Q9T4goYWnM2uRs0DSVxdIXtzHUfBEArakjFi</blockquote>
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我走到她面前，随手用魔法做了张椅子坐下。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>KTBNrFS7Y1hkAzZEX0pqPaHy2jxu8UgV4sQ6e9iC</blockquote>
「在你第一次遇见我的时候，你知道我们去了哪里吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>JZ9fw7ijLstUQoGSb3kA42H8Km6BuzDTgVxY</blockquote>
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「荒无枯地，在那之前，你四处打听有关神兽纳纱罗的事情，我猜，神兽就在荒无枯地里，而且受到什麽阻碍，所以你必需帮忙祂。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>uY12kO4ZDF9QLzhqHt0GVBRwnjavUMdWKylps</blockquote>
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差不多猜对六成，阿曼达这个人，每次都可以刷新我对她的认知。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>xpEzVd1hAaDHTCbjQuRMgK70PmIW9rkqOoy2GX</blockquote>
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「最主要的原因，是因为邪神。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>QjaxlKgdwsAVoSBfXqGIUW8u9DpR4vymCOcEPZ50</blockquote>
对她，我不认为隐瞒了邪神这件事就能够保护她，安全起见，还是必须和她好好说明。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>KFpsZqyvBlnMr7iWa5tUSfd0DukC6wOLx84czeXH</blockquote>
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阿曼达一听到邪神这两个字，便立刻明白事情的严重X。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>BbWV3z0jwpkliJtQEfTC2eX8GIs8mDsPZohYKFm</blockquote>
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「这种事情，只要一个处理不好，会危急到的人恐怕不是只有失去生命这麽简单，你好不容易才有了安稳的生活，我希望你可以就这样平稳的过下去，别和我这里的事扯上关系。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>QldLIk9FsiZJKWOumnY07xCGXc1My25rETeph6gV</blockquote>
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我开口劝阻她，但是阿曼达却只是微微摇头，接着笑了起来。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>kWMJdzq36YvFuN5BP9H80SteahRmGEyU2Vgw4ZxA</blockquote>
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「我认为我们之间的想法差距不会太远，艾利法，我当然想要平稳的生活下去，但是只要你有任何不测，我现在拥有的全部都将化为乌有，若只是贵族的人，也许我还不会那麽担心，但你现在说的可是邪神，祂或许是这个世界上唯一有能力伤害到你的生物，没错吧？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>YtCH7TJIDVAfNEUiu32rbqKv8p0mXLdO91QGxFZo</blockquote>
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这倒是一点也没错，她的担忧也是合情合理。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>Yya0ZP5pcbXB7Rnm4gGdVhNvEOCf2zFjWwMleDxo</blockquote>
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「邪神没有能力直接影响现世的生灵。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>pNAU4CMhYJWd1P9uDxiXIvL8GHaEqbRtoZ253f</blockquote>
我试着对她解释，邪神虽然可怕，但是也没有可怕到需要随时担心的地步。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>zWfjIYRJTy28nXEw9HDbS3e56pomuNPZQxa4t1UM</blockquote>
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「但是祂的信徒可以。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>5QgX60cK4pthYITefo2WbLsFPjkS9NO1zwBMDRCG</blockquote>
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被她毫不犹豫地反驳了，这让我有点意外，阿曼达对於神的事情相当了解啊？<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>lKf5eDG1UAEJb9OMv7u8xRdY6SN2s3ZXCW4FPnwy</blockquote>
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大概是我的表情表现的很明显，让阿曼达看出我在思考什麽，她淡淡地叹口气，看着我再度开口。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>BfGmqZDWnh9Fd7z0C8TLsvkirIpQAMg6c3t52lyo</blockquote>
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「当你的人生糟糕到不能再糟的时候，转而向神求助是很正常的事情。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>ANmeSOpx9hsr1UZPJKjBCTzY6wiqGlWkQvRI4</blockquote>
阿曼达沉默了一会，似乎想强迫自己说出什麽深藏在心底的话，看起来yu言又止的、不对，她的生理上想抗拒自己把话说出来，但心理上却极力地想开口。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>wGTlHmOWsf1gc7baehRz0FAdDPZq8oj4iB3XtJ</blockquote>
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「阿曼达……」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>y1w0N6ROSjut4dFe8AIiBpZmxDvoWHQKXJVM</blockquote>
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「我曾经差那麽一点，成为邪神的信徒。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>Mvz6FUJVrCR0tTdx859IjwhysXnc4LZq3SYmaWeg</blockquote>
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本来还想告诉她不需要这麽b迫自己，结果一听到她这麽说之後，我顿时愣住，望着眼前的妇nV，一下子说不出话来。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>8LPXV9RKkgnhWdjB2tHETi6MuDx37CyfYmUcqFAr</blockquote>
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她露出苦笑，彷佛早料到我会这麽震惊。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>BXOUib5urvS7cITzoVAKa0EWdmngMF4f2twx6sQP</blockquote>
「我其实并没有立刻接受这个孩子，你知道吗？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>TzPhdpyqYSF54iK976nLoIxZcEAaBRHug8VJ</blockquote>
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轻抚着自己凸起的肚子，阿曼达的笑容里充满哀伤，让我感觉x口受到强烈的伤害，一GU难以言喻的刺痛袭击着我的心脏。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>JZegqaxmjByrufV5h3S1LTb2KYEGwFDO8WIlpX</blockquote>
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我一直认为阿曼达是坚强的，结果这个自以为是的认为，让我忽略了阿曼达这个人，其实一直都只是位伤痕累累的普通人类。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>QOSJwXruhk7j8zfqG6V9LF2EKPY4gb0UTIl</blockquote>
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我不知道她为什麽要突然对我说这些，实际上，我好想制止她，不想要再听她说下去，但是……这是她的告解，如果现在不说出来，以後也许就再也没有机会说出口，那麽这个心伤，就永远没有癒合的可能了。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>RVunIGpf1gbWiwMTSqlr08zAQ9xJde2vDK3O5ZB7</blockquote>
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「当我惊觉自己怀孕的时候，我的第一个想法，是赶紧回家吃药，让这个孩子永远离开我。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>XMiBoEHUPIds8vKgnlwR1SqW76rmAphNOxGby3aT</blockquote>
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阿曼达的眼眶泛红，我大概能够明白那是她对孩子的歉意，不论现在她是否深Ai这个未出世的孩子，阿曼达恐怕都无法原谅自己曾经有痛下杀手的想法，我能感受到她心中的罪恶感，但是我一个字都说不出口。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>L5GbdqIHP8lvhUJOYF9DtsE7zKApexQgaV2nR4mZ</blockquote>
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她再度开口，但是没有发出声音，我握住她的右手，使阿曼达愣了一下，疑惑地望着我。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>Zs7aMTGI35wgcK6q2HjDUpub4Y8lrivyVhJt0A1Q</blockquote>
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我没办法安慰她，我不知道该怎麽安慰她，实际上……她需要的可能也不是安慰，所以我不说话，只是收紧右手，用这GU坚定的力量告诉她，我绝对不会因为她过去做了什麽而抛弃她。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>BtzxTYGohvXPJFwmsS6uUWa2eELnCM9A7kj</blockquote>
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「……我在自由的情况下跑回家里，把药草调好，想也没想就直接吃下，然後祈祷这个孩子可以永远离开。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>mW15IAqHLvPx8a2FegihdpVGbEBK6jyCOzrwsZ0M</blockquote>
她沉默了几分钟之後继续说下去，我感受到她的右手开始收紧，带着些微颤抖地回握我的手。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>truPeLRgGq2UbT8xv7lhKBcVjoiYI01M4OAaCJHk</blockquote>
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「大概是因为慌张的关系，我没有等待到药草效果真正发挥的时间，一连调制了好几份药方，然後全部吃下。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>738bzTv5igkRh1aUqpOeYQDMxdjyH2BtLl4IK0FJ</blockquote>
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这份告解需要非常强大的勇气才能说出口，阿曼达应该很清楚，其实那时候的她几乎已经是想Si的程度了，那很痛、光只是听着她述说的我都感觉痛不yu生，要重新回想那时的自己，对阿曼达而言更是一次又一次扒开结痂的伤口，还在上面洒盐的程度。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>x9FOanL5z1JNtdiPf0IXVUESsv26cBqeGmpCAyMo</blockquote>
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「然後，爸爸正好回到家，看到不停吃药的我。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>vRBNz4fK0AECjX8xLV6IiHoFWgceak5YlDTUw3Jb</blockquote>
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我的天，难怪她会这麽痛苦，如果康拉德没有出现，恐怕阿曼达不会意识到自己究竟做了什麽。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>YweZL97i2UQXuNW13gMn5fGCs8hAdmjVIqyBrvEb</blockquote>
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我努力稳住自己的呼x1，尽可能不让自己的情绪表现出来，不然，我可能会哭得b她严重。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>vbqPZRAp7IQ52afYn1UeoWm89giz0sxuLGOy</blockquote>
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「他费尽力气强迫我把吃下的药草全部吐出来，我哭着告诉他，我不要这个孩子，我就算是Si了，也不要生下这个wUhuI的孩子。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>UGL07t6KY8MXWjeSlPJQI3DOzsxCvbARBEu</blockquote>
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阿曼达停顿下来，做了几次深呼x1，接着正眼看着我。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>HWCJiYPBL41G3eKqvNbXu90QMmROfzhIDZ6dpras</blockquote>
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「虽然爸爸那时候对我说了很多，但是我一个字也听不进去，我只觉得整个世界都联合起来嘲笑我，我只不过是个毫无用处的人类，生来就只是为了娱乐那些站在上位的贵族们。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>abpy2HioX8sEQIS0xenBK9FG5rTMZvO7fJd</blockquote>
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说到这里，阿曼达的情绪渐渐稳定，看来最让她痛苦的过程已经结束，接下来就是重点了。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>keUPxu57QTAsHlXqfLnb6VrhW3BzvIFyd</blockquote>
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「然後那天晚上，邪神便侵入我的睡梦中。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>aZTL7trEbmn9x4ew1vNRF5XiSAfP3yCHKsIOJ8uc</blockquote>
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……原来如此。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>0fEhJj3ZYB75Q1DPGpIVuXtTdwcSFs6N8RkLHlMK</blockquote>
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利用人类心灵最脆弱的时候给予一点希望，人类会很轻易地抓住那根救命稻草，难怪就算被克拉提姆惩罚，这些邪神也不会因为失去信仰者而消失。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>awMsF9hEA0JT2VclqSPeR8j4g136yfzdYtXHrWbO</blockquote>
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「祂说，祂感受到我的绝望、祂T会到我的憎恨，祂愿意给予我力量，对那些始作俑者复仇。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>uHM3tDfNRkImnaJVBpS4L70AWzK5j16vOdxTYGE9</blockquote>
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「你怎麽有办法拒绝祂？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>F13lSYjKh7QUPc0DxpdR8im46y2qzoCHVkaZIOvW</blockquote>
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一个不小心，我忍不住这样问她，阿曼达没有因为我的问题而愣住，只是微微笑着。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>VBtZGx3LJTp9HvyebiAmwMDChzjo02gfIrE18u4F</blockquote>
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「我是崁拉姆村的药草师，我熟知药草被邪神之术侵蚀之後会出现什麽症状，整个崁拉姆村里，只有我们药草师一家知道荒无枯地的现象必定是邪神造成的，没有人会b我们还要害怕邪神的入侵，我不可能会任由自己成为邪神信徒的。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>rBDioVMcPE08ju7AXNhvKp4SzdwTkaJ</blockquote>
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「但是，祂的条件很诱人喔？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>sYB8Spg95qwVir0fQtDyRkLxW1NamUvXG42Fd</blockquote>
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信念再强，在历经痛不yu生的事件後，也会轻易地瓦解成碎片，我不认为这个时候对我宣称她的信念强悍会有什麽说服力。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>xWNMAvh9dpQXLgqaGzl6mBKTtoSu4IUf27nskjJH</blockquote>
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「……确实，所以我也是差一点沦陷。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>zNihCrKUAnky4OctSPIaDTb1wx7qRGp6BMeFvHs5</blockquote>
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把卡在心底的痛苦说出来之後，阿曼达感觉轻松了许多，她的右手已经没了力道，我也没有继续感受到她的痛苦。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>9vqZmDKyQzUpVSd8eaGB4AIbcJ6hFif0gHOYEtTx</blockquote>
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「但是我想到吉儿和爸爸，我不能就这样丢下他们。这个孩子……他什麽都不知道，我怎麽能把过错全部推到他身上？」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>IeiP5J4YZdTUvj0bfa9nEhXzmygO1V6QB7xDLS</blockquote>
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先不提阿曼达是不是一个母亲，我深深感觉到，她在身为母亲之前，就已经是一个伟大的人，真的很不容易。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>TejamOyW2cgPKALkrb37qlFf0S1svGY6iHJ</blockquote>
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「所以我拒绝了邪神，不论我的身T受到什麽样的对待，不论这个孩子的父亲究竟是谁，我都不会向邪神屈服，绝对不会。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>UnAYMhIkRxDQBZ3mg8vypbqXic0tu2oOjs19w5</blockquote>
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她望着我，紫红sE的双眼中，闪烁着强大到难以忽视的坚定。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>1ICKmMiBy3spntkPOST24NZzX8w9VodJujD7fLa0</blockquote>
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「现在我自由了，所有我在乎的人都受到你的保护，我很感谢你的帮忙，让我能够真正放下一切担忧，但是我也知道，你的麻烦远远不只有崁拉姆村这里，我得到过、也失去过，我知道这些平静不可能是永恒的，所以我会尽全力守住这个得来不易的安宁。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>D0PHBTqKzYiptwAJehF8NX7sdMU2OV4Sn6vZ3Iro</blockquote>
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好吧。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>r3aVxzn7A4091RtMihkYoWcTuqjLXmE8625</blockquote>
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我叹口气。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>NB4vFdbhpJAzK71mZO3Ty69CuL0XVIljc8</blockquote>
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阿曼达的意思再明确不过，她不会只是乖乖地在这里享受平静的生活，如果这份平静有所代价，她会毫不犹豫地付出代价。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>4B3pOAaNL7rgdVHqUS5TIX2CxbJ1ucRiKWZYz0ev</blockquote>
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「我明白了。」<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>1O7HN9cW5pPvfMDJdEab4esUTQtXgwio0qK8C26l</blockquote>
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看着她，我决定把身上的压力分担给她。<blockquotecite='https:///index'css='cht'style='background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;'>3YCW8TuRvFPD1hq5KkAJ7wEcHrGona6xgSte4yBd</blockquote>
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